The Unsung hero.
The phrase has its own aura about it. The queen's language is fraught with it in relevant lore. Almost always, every chest beating heroic story is accompanied with the phrase.
The skies were as bright as they could be, but there was gloom in the air.
It was the Heathbourne Airfield on the outskirts of London in the summer of 1943. The great war had entered into its third year and finally the Allies could see hope, maybe even flashes of victory. It was to be a series of operations from the allies to break into France. The regiment, "Wolf Company", would be flown in specifically in Holland from a carefully chosen, elite squad handpicked from the finest military schools in England.
The operation was simple, fly out from Heathbourne, land in Holland on the outskirts of Eindhoven, hit the enemy hard, drive them back out of Eindhoven, hopefully towards Germany, then come back to England. This was an extremely crucial operation as it was a precursor to D-Day. This was to be the distraction to channelize the Axis' attention towards Holland and away from Normandy.
Jack, 21 was sitting alone atop the medical supplies' barrel looking out onto the sky. The atmosphere was quite understandably tense, you could cut the tension and the fading hope with a knife. It is just one of those things in life, thought Jack, that comes onto us that we are expected to do.
They were all ready to go, but not really raring, quite understandably. It was one of those things, thought Jack, that they were trained and trained for since the last 18 months, but there was arguably no mental perparation for such a thing. The release would come when it would.
That precise moment, a clarion blared, an alarm sounded, and a voiceover boomed on the microphone, something incoherent as far as Jack was concerned, he heard what he dreaded, they were going to Holland and had to assemble at the airfield runway entrance in the next hour.
Two hours later........
Boom.....BOOM....BOOM......BOOM....the sound of heavy artillery and rapid, rabid incessant, unrelenting gunfire. With them expected to jump out of the 11 airplanes, 21 in each, all teams individually sorted on the basis of certain very specific skills with their team leaders. Then the green light flashed like mad on the door, it was the signal for them to jump, behind enemy lines.
Jack figured the worst that could possibly happen at that moment was that he would be shot while in air, completely helpless, defenceless.
He was wrong, completely, totally, drastically wrong.
He had completely underestimated the worst case scenario.
He landed all right, but landed somewhere in the middle of a rain soaked forest, had no idea where he was and more crucially, had no idea where his regiment had landed. He was stranded in the middle of the night in the middle of a rain soaked forest with just 16 of his comrades. 5 had been shot while in air. The nazis knew that the allies were coming.
The troupe decided to focus thier directions towards the missiles as that would be most likely where everyone would be headed. They passed small, deserted, dilapidated towns, with little or no resistance. Then they reached a small town called Vessen and saw a road sign that said Eindhoven was around 250 kilometers away. With them tarvelling at night and avoiding travel on day to avoid being ambushed, and with drastically low medical and food supplies, they imagined it would take them a week. But with every minute wasted they realized that theywere losing out on the objective of being in Holland.
So they set out, and actuallt managed to reach the outskirts of Eindhoven in two days from that point, rejoined by a larger number (now they were 68) but saw only Germans everywhere which meant only one thing. The mission had failed, was aborted or that the regiment was all dead. Field captain Ben Curtis decided that there were only two options, either retreat or beat the Germans using some guerilla warfare. The easy thing to do would have been retreat. Of course, had they made it back home, they would have been lauded for their efforts in coming out from behind enemy lines bravely.
Everyone looked at each other, going in meant more sufering, more loss, an almost certain death, and who really cared about an all-honor funeral and a few sonnets here and there when you wouldn't be there to enjoy it.
Jack had no idea what made him say," Who knows what we will be faced with and if we might make it home or not, there's no gaurantee that even if we retreat, we can make it home safely. to do so, we would have to swim the english channel and risk being blown to hell by the U-Boats, walking by day would mean sitting ducks for the Luftwaffe. And they are already trying to take England. I say we get onto a reconnaisance mission, map out the hiding places of the krauts, and ambush them at night, hide their bodies, and just hope that maybe some other teams are fighting their way to the city."
"Jack, thats suicide, sooner rather than laterm the krauts will find out and will go on an all-out manhunt for us."
"Jack, you lost your mind, or you want to lose your balls. I have a kid, an aged mother, ......"
and so on and so forth came the barrage of complaints..
But then Jack asked very earnestly," Why then did we come here?What was the point?We hoped that we would meet more, didn't we?So why give up the hope now? I came here for a purpose and I am goddamn gonna make sure that I give it all I can. I know that I may well die in doing this and I know that it will be a 'hero's death' and i dont give no fuck about 'em poems and roses over my grave and some beefy prick playing me in a play 10's of years from now but, for now, I say we try. We have the world to lose, but then we have the world to gain."
Something stirred in the men, and they set about their task, divided their team for the operation, operation fuck-up as they called it. In the next 3 weeks of intense warfare that followed, the krauts simply could not understand the level of intelligence that hit them and the team of 68 actually managed to grab the attention of the krauts and keep them at bay.
At night, the snipers stuck out the watchpoint gaurds, and made sure they located the camoflauged tanks. They dug tunnels on the outskirts of the city by day, to enter the drainage of the city and struck them from below. They piled up the uniforms of the fallen krauts and used them to pose as germans to disable the tanks from inside, and blow apart their firing ranges.
They blew up the communication lines of the germans making sure that the germans couldn't communicate with the outside world and in doing so, sent a very clear message to the allied decision making think tank. If someone blew up the communications network in Eindhoven, it ha to be a few survivors of the regiment. The wolves were still on the prowl.
But the icing on the cake was Jack, he did the craziest of things imagineable, and the most unimagineable of all was that he never gave up, nor did he let the others give up. He was the deFacto leader of the troupe that Ben Curtis was dead. In spite of all that he had seen, he had been shot six times, thrice a bullet brushed his leg, once he got hit in the back, he fell 20 feet from the top of a building while on watch. He had also seen, unimagineable as it may seem, seen his comrades being relieved of duty, his comrades shoot himself, some literally being whisked away back to England, few comrades had lost their legs, some had lost all kinds of body parts, some had been shot in the ass, some had grenades blasted in their face.
They were putting a marvelously brave fight, they were down to 29 when the reinforcements arrived and yet they unwaveringly carried on, and actually managed to hold off the Germans for over 9 months with all the courage they could muster.
Jack was there the day the US troops arrived in Holland and specifically in Eindhoven, and finally secured the town for the allies. Of course the "Wolf Regiment" was lost somewhere and never got its due. This was the direct cause of operation D-Day and was widely seen asd the turning point in the Allies march against the Axis. They actually succeeded in forcing the Germans back into Germany. Jack's big dream was actually realized.
Ben Curtis, Jack and all the other brave men who had died fighting the Germans were all but forgotten till for a few years after the war. The "Wolf Regiment" had suffered unimagineable losses, their lives had been changed forever, but still they survived.
Years later, in London, Jack was a content man, working peacefully, led a simple, idyllic life with his wife, his parents and his two kids.
He was once overheard talking to an old comrade on the London subway reminiscing about Eindhoven and a little girl very innocently asked him what made him stayed there?
Jack said, "Hope. It is the source of our greatest strength, our self-belief, our passion, our desire, and eventually our accomplishments. Never, ever, ever give up. The end to an extremely well-efforted process is always a smile followed unbridled, pure contentment."
To this day, I wonder what Jack found internally to enunciate that solemn dialogue to get his company going, how deep did he dig into his psyche to find the nerve, the will, the hope to carry on. Where did he dig to find it all? Were it simply the means to an end? Were it simply just one more obstacle, luck, fate, destiny be damned??? Where did that hope come from???
I still dont know, but it sure as hell helps me understand things in black and white, though the world has ceased to be. There are many things we dont control, that we will never control, that we dont need to control. The thing is, there truly are certain things that dont need the attention we give them.
Today, there are probably no sonnets, no poems, no sobriquets "honoring" these men, Glory never befell them, just a simple monument somewhere in a bustling suburb of London which is now a tourist attraction for tourists to pose and smile with.
The Un-sung hero.